on the verge of convincing myself

really gas? REALLY? is it completely necessary to be so expensive??

i would like to think this is teaching me something.
really, i would.



on a heavier note.

i know what i want to do with my life.
and i will not settle.

God,
please tell me i hear you and not my own reverberations of desire.

this year will be a year of changes.
and i hope i have the strength to keep some things the same.
please let me keep you.
all of you.

some days i think i have it together.
some days i wish i was stronger.
most days,
i just wish i could hear you loud and clear.


hmmmm
pensive tonight!

i really love harmonicas.
and i really love how much you love peewee.


i totally wish i was into really cool artsy films that just... blew my mind.
my repetoire of movies i could watch over and over again...
intensely disneyfied.


i like climbing trees
coloring books
paint by number
and playing mash on wednesday afternoons

my mind wanders too much to write a complete thought right now....
come write a song with me.