all the love i have to give gets caught between every rib

sometimes i feel emotion on my face and in my stomach, and i don't know why it's there.
I'm in some awkward medium state where my body knows how it should feel, but my mind can't keep up.
I can't verbally relay how i feel, because i don't know!

I just don't know what to tell myself.
I can't sort out the loneliness from love sometimes.

I don't know what to tell you.
I don't know what I feel.

and it's the honest truth.


I'm tired and frustrated and selfish.
I need you to be okay so that you can help me because i feel lost in this.
completely.

I don't know where this disconnect is.


this emotion is coming out.
almost daily.
and i don't understand it at all.